夜不能寐，
                                                               点燃古香，
                                                               好些时日家里没有散发这种古香。
                                                               这股熟悉的味道在四周散发开来，
                                                               盘旋着音乐在我耳边、鼻尖缭绕，
                                                               心境随之宁静，
                                                               此时手捧了一杯极品铁观音是最惬意的享受，
                                                               只此一杯，
                                                               香味扑鼻……

                                                               忙，
                                                               却似乎也没忙成什么，
                                                               时间被碾得如此之碎，
                                                               一阵风吹过，
                                                              稀里哗啦全都不知去向，
                                                              以至于我试图回想这几年到底干了些什么时，
                                                              发现自己简直是从一场昏迷中醒来，
                                                              或许现在我仍是在梦里醒着的自己。

                                                              有些日子没有练毛笔字了，
                                                              拿起毛笔只写下了一个字“忍”。
                                                              在平凡的人生之旅，
                                                              从从容容的步履中，
                                                              我们学会宽容豁达，
                                                              珍重别人，
                                                              学会请求别人原谅自己也原谅别人；
                                                              我们重事业、重友情，重感情；
                                                              活出的是唯一的自己，
                                                              潇洒的自己，
                                                              真实的自己……

                                                              我试着从每件让人烦躁不安、
                                                              周旋良久的事情里剥离出一个让人安稳的理由：
                                                              劝说自己， 
                                                              没有什么是一无是处的。
                                                              劝久了，
                                                              倒也终于寻到安稳了。
                                                              在一个澄净通明的时刻，
                                                              我才释然：这不是对生活的苟且， 
                                                              而是主动舍弃自我的开端。
                                                              我一直让自己过的平稳，
                                                              不带强烈的情感，
                                                              时常微笑，
                                                              不再歇斯底里。

                                                              偶而也能回忆起从前，
                                                              却没有太多的情绪，
                                                              似乎那个飞扬跋扈，
                                                              个性鲜明的少年已经彻底留滞在了时间的流动中。
                                                              不会再对从前有任何否定，
                                                              那些记忆，
                                                              都不在了，
                                                              再也不会引起任何的波澜。

作者：陕西权家河煤业有限公司帖瑛

编 辑：一帆